¡Hola!
My parents went to the countryside, and left me home alone in
civilization. Poor me. Tomorrow I will go and watch Magic Mike with my
cousin. (Whoops, I´m such a badass for
breaking my first blog-rule) I have no idea what the movie is about, only
knowing that Channing Tatum is shirtless is enough.
Today I borrowed 5 novels that I will probably not read, sadly because
of my laziness. The reason to my library visit was my little life crisis. I´m
kind of disappointed in myself. Irritated by the fact that I never put my heart
into any schoolwork and I always begin working on a project in the very last
minute. Okay, so I have been told that school shouldn’t be your whole life,
well I have taken that part a bit too serious. It´s not that I get bad grades; on
paper everything actually looks great. But
then again I have never been a number obsessed person; my own judgment of how
good I really did is what matters. If my instinct tells me that I have no idea about
the facts in a subject, I really don´t handle the subject, I just have the ability
to trick the teachers with my stories.
Ignoring my math skills, I
usually do well in tests. I´m still
chill with failed accomplishments, but doing a plain performance is what
bothers me. Feeling average is I guess the worst feeling; I rather want to suck
than be bland. I´m a bit ashamed to say this, but to be honest, I´m jealous of
those people who are geeks and ready to study like hell. I´m quite sure, that my
attitude will get in the way of reaching my dreams, that aren´t even clear for
me yet. The cream of smartasses is noticed and so are the stupid assholes, but
what about us normal[1]
and lame creeps?
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